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Name: Emily
Country: United States
State: Indiana
Metro: Bloomington
Birthday: 2/26/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: Music, reading, performing, singing, writing, having inspirational thought, reading inspirational writings, writing inspirational readings, typing, computers, romance
Expertise: attempting to live happily ever after, school
Occupation: Student
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  IUEmilyRose
MSN: emily_roses@hotmail.com
Member Since:
6/6/2005
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My life:
1) Busy
2) Fairly happy
3) Full of love
4) Just a bit homesick.. and VERY much missing Brittany and Laura
5) Sick of school
6) Need a vacation
7) Hate Genetics Lab
8) Love Evolution
9) Miss reading
10) Starting to be a movie-head (blame Jon.)
11) Head over heels... read as STUPIDLY in love. 
12) Very dorky... dorkier than ever
13) Just a bit sick
14) Loving actually getting to perform
15) Anxious about the next year (Oh my gosh! I'll be graduating in a year and a half! I'll -hopefully- be accepted to med school by this time next year!
16) I love the fall.
17) I want to have a bonfire.
18) I want to go hiking.
19) In less than two months I will be studying in Costa Rica.
20) In just over four months I will be in the Caribbean with my sweetheart.
21) In just over six months I will be in Greece with my sweetheart and fellow Singing Hoosiers.
22)... did I mention that I'm fairly happy?
-Emily Rose- | | |
| I feel like what I want what no one else wants... and what everyone wants, I'm sick of that.
I feel too old: what I want is a comfortable job, a comfortable life, and a steady schedule.
I feel different than everyone else. Someone told me that's okay... that it might be smarter.
But it still feels lonely. | | |
| I love those moments of clarity when you look back on a really hard decision and think......
"Wow. I certainly made the right choice."
Love you all.
-Emily Rose- | | |
| I seriously think I have a problem. After much thought, I have diagnosed myself with seasonal depression.
Every fall I go through the same thing: I get clingy, needy, and cry about nearly everything. Part of why I think I'm like this is because I have very few people I can really TALK to about anything. My friends who read this: what is it about me that I do to scare people (even if it's not you) away? Another reason is that I'm not happy here at IU. My classes don't challenge me at all; this is not what I thought college would be. Despite not being challenged, I still feel socially and physically (attractiveness) inferior. I have always struggled with self-esteem and despite the best efforts of boyfriends, past and present, wonderful friends, and random people....... I still feel awkward and unattractive.
In short...
I'm bored with IU.
I don't like who I am.
I don't think I'm good enough for anything.
I think I need some help.
-Emily Rose-
P.S. (On a good note... I did make Singing Hoosiers. Hurray!)
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| Books I read this summer:
Eragon
The World is Flat (Audiobook)
The Perks of Being A Wallflower
The Sword of Shannara
Eldest
Planets (Audiobook)
Tale of Two Cities (Audiobook)
War and Peace (Audiobook)
The Lovely Bones (Audiobook)
Wuthering Heights (Audiobook)
The Hobbit (Audiobook)
Sequence
A Midsummer Night's Dream (Audiobook)
...I wanted to read so much more. Oh well.
-Emily Rose- | | |
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